"Oceans"

I want you

Yeah I want you

And nothing comes close

To the way that I need you

I wish I can feel your skin

And I want you

From somewhere within

It feels like there's oceans

Between me and you once again

We hide our emotions

Under the surface and tryin' to pretend

But it feels like there's oceans 

Between you and me

I want you

And I always will

I wish I was worth

But I know what you deserve

You know I'd rather drown

Than to go on without you

But you're pulling me down

It feels like there's oceans

Between you and me once again

We hide our emotions

Under the surface and try to pretend

But it feels like there's oceans 

Between you and me

I want you, I want you

And always will

It feels like there's oceans

Between you and me

Seafret

I'm not sure I always will. 

I know I want this to work now, 'cause life is now, but it actually feels like there's oceans and we're drowning instead of swimming or flying. I wish I could become a blue little fish and swim the whole ocean just before I die, I wish I could stop thinking. I wish I didn't have the need of feeling your skin. 

I'm so into my books and writings lately, but she says that's just a refuge. I guess it's actually my way out from all this chaos which comes and goes, comes and goes...

It is said that "we have the love we deserve", but we can always choose to be alone. 

I still love you.